I really hate when a group of people are looking at me. No, really. I do. I'd much rather blend into the wall behind me or fade into the background of wherever I am than be noticed... like a geco. I hate when professors just randomly call on me.... like no. I hate the feeling of all eyes on me and all the attention coming my way. And I HATE presentations. Biggest fear ever and I am not exaggerating by any means. Fear literally takes over me when I'm giving presentations. It's the vulnerability that I don't like. I'd much rather go bungee jumping than stand in front of a group of people and speak. I find it a little bit ironic that I want to go to seminary school for Christian Leadership. Ultimately, I want work in youth ministry or something like that... which would require me to stand out and speak in front of people all the time. OH yeaaaaah. It's gonna be a cray cray ride, but I'm loving that the Lord is leading me down that path.

I'm giving a presentation in like an hour...

And one of my Religion professors, who I absolutely adore by the way (this is my first semester not in one of her classes, but not to worry, I'll be in two of her classes again fall semester), asked me to think about putting together a project/paper and presenting it to a bunch of people at a conference thing... uhhh, I'm nervous just thinking about it.